1st day.. know no one...know nothing.. wandering around the hostel... and then bumped into this skinny girl. We make friends.. and form a group of 6 (i think so)..
When the group get's expanded...up to 10.. i'm thinking that i'm getting shrinked (weirdo huh).
i felt dizzy,,blurry.
As the solution, i've dumped them..in otherwords i've ran away...runaway accomplice...
lesson: don't make a bundle a group wimme
Then, thinking that i'm in need of a new accomplice or.. should i say my guider..guardian...who is able to show me the direction in the university... ha ha.. (instead of the right path in life).. coz i'm so stupid when it comes to remapping and relocating places.. so at the end of the day.. always got stucked in somewhere.
Got replaced... found someone that i'm always hang around...actually, it's not so ...
So..I'm always got in the right place at the right time.
No worry at all.
Mmm...i;ve made quite a right choice... the first thought of me..
And damn it!! After so uncountable thoughts,,, and rethoughtsss for nearly 2 years... Maybe it's best for me leave her behind...
The main reason... everyday, i ended by being scolded by her... she is really a moody one... she sing when she want to.. she swing whenever she want to swing... just depend on her mood of the day... Before i've stepped out of her life.. i did 1 brave thing... being honest with her about how i felt towards her (oh, no ! now it looks like a romantic tale. but it's suppose to end up like this..)
Quite risking right..
Luckily, She's got no mental illness or otherwise..i might be amputated and being hospitalized,,,,
But, we still friends.. but not too close anymore
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