Emptiness is suck.

Feel emptiness inside, feel often irritated and annoyed, have a lot of physical pain, are harassed by a thousand questions in your head, can not find sleep easily, feel angry, feel lost, hate your job, have a lot of negative thoughts, turn around in circles, are getting nowhere, hate to get out of bed in the morning, wonder why you came on earth, don’t know what boosts your enthusiasm, tend to drink to forget, feel sorrow and melancholy, complain a lot, feel unfulfilled, are asking yourself what is the use of your job….

Look here.. u're not alone.. most of us thinking the same, feeling the same...

How to dissolve it... depend on us... We keep searching for something right.. something that suit us...in other words..main reason for us to keep surviving in dis hectic world... the dooming world...

We have no other opt ..but have to keep on living.. so.. don't let the energy draining just like that.... do something that u feel alive...

Every morning, i opened my eyes slowly,, gaze everything around me.. i'll hear the rhythm of the morning life... i feel all the day is just same like the other day... I keep going on like this for years ( merely 19 years )... I feel like i was thrust into a world that i don't want to enter...
My mom always asking me to think about my future.. but it's not the best workout yet...
" Then think about me, dad, and ur brother..what happen if we fallen sick.. who will take care of us... i know u will.. but it's useless without money.. knowledge"... that works... just a little bit...(i'm a slow learner)....
Until i come to the fifth sem, dad has been hospitalized... i feel so shock... sad thinking of him.. i always pray that he'll get better sooner.. he has been diagnosed with leukimia ( the critical one )
and my mom's word become real to me... i'm facing it now... but what i want mostly to do now is make my dad happy.... i have a dream to fulfiiled... dreaming about a modern wooden house with all of us living in it happily... i want to buy everthing that dad wanted... hope it will come true...

And slowly i've been a very determined person... all i think is to give my best shot at everything i do. I don't want to waste my time watching telly at college... it's better for me to go home and take care dad. So i strive in my study... still striving.... and i enjoy it...i've learn to like it..to realize my dream... That's my calling...( i think so... maybe there's another...well..i look forward it..)

so.. i'm trying to help others that's still blind..
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